negative feelings

bad day, and a busy day. the group from missouri came in from their float today..6 of them. so half the day was spent with airport runs and getting the guys sorted, and the other half was spent cleaning their gear. it was nice again today, so we were able to get all the tents and rafts cleaned and ready for the next groups that come in. this evening consisted of getting nat and her sister ready for their float, which i was oh so thrilled to do considering i don't get to go. rob is taking them out in the morning and they get to camp and float the river. i just don't understand why i'm not a part of this. today wasn't a great day as my attitude shifted a bit in the negative direction (really fed up with how i'm treated). tomorrow not only do we have a group of 4 coming in from a float plus all their gear, we have to get ready for a group that is coming to float on sunday and monday. nat and ty will be gone, so that leaves louie and i. i have to be inside when nat is gone, yet i'm still to be in charge of what's going on outside as well. double work for me this weekend. so i feel like my bad attitude is reasonable, it just still isn't fun being angry.